You could try it out - BUT here's my thoughts. If you are this anxious & upset about the prospect of working - why put yourself through that? If you're happy & at peace with the current situation you're in - why change things up? And ask yourself - is what you're suffering worth 50% off some flowers? Only you can answer these questions about the whole situation. But thank you for sharing this with us. It helps cement my determination to never work again because anxiety has left the building for me & I'd like it to stay that way. <3