You ask a lot of excellent questions to ponder. Food for thought as we go forward. I think even those of us who thought we were closer to our truth have gotten our world upended and are looking at a new path. All we have to do to see how much work we have to do on ourselves is focus on our reactions to those who think/behave differently than ourselves. Can we send healing & loving kindness to all beings? Even the ones who put self-interest ahead of public safety? The struggle is real.