You are one of the most honest self aware call a spade a spade people I know of. When you can raise your hand and say — yeah this one is on me! Not only is your honesty meter in the right place, your self esteem is on track too. Because confident people own up to their oh shit moments. And we all know how sexy confidence is. I hope that BF of yours understands what a lucky man he is — in spite of your momentary lapse into 50s housewife mode. LOL