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Do you ever feel that way?
All My Life I have been able to pull myself into another consciousness level with the simple mantra of “I”. Pondering my own existence as a Human — looking at Her Hands and realizing they belong to Me.
Some days I feel like I am dreaming This Life. There is a surreal texture to The Experiences. I am a Third Party Witness to the events which are unfurling in my day-to-day existence.
It is when I am in that state — watching and witnessing — that I find the most peace.
It is when I — The Animating I — The Eternal I — The I who knows these hands of this body are just one set in a line of many we have used over time — when this I becomes present that I understand who I truly am.
I am not My Body — although I am so very grateful for the gift of Her. She has been a true friend for all these decades — even when I have been unkind to her.
I am not My Thoughts — although I am grateful for the gift of them — they can guide me at times to the place where time and space melt away. Through The Doorway into Peace.
I am More than the sum total of All. The. Things. I am This — My Soul. Who peeks out at the world through Her eyes and sees Her Hands and Hears Her Thoughts and understands Her Human Experience better with each passing stab at…
