Its intense. I lost a patient on the table once & I had taken care of her, sent her to the morgue, etc…and was doing the computer/paperwork. Slowly because it was a mess. The room wan’t even cleaned up yet, in the crisis, nothing had been done so I was sorting through it all. My charge nurse was getting on my case to get it done because she wanted me to go do a another case. My VP happened to be walking by the room and the mess attracted her attention & she heard the charge nurse. She came in & told her to go find someone else & to give me time to process. I could have kissed that woman. She was an amazing VP. And the reason I’ve worked where I have for so long.