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Whenever uncertainity whould knock on my door — I used to have to know. I HAD to know exactly how everything would shake out. I would worry and fret — running everything through the movie projector in my mind attempting to see all possible outcomes and tangents.
But I’m better now. I can go with what The Universe sends. Even minute to minute. And even better yet — I KNOW I’m better.
A lot happened in My Life this week — which could have caused anxiety — worry — distress on many fronts. Personal — health — career — financial — travel plans — you name it. It could have gone sideways. Multiple times — multiple ways — on multiple fronts.
I could have sat down each and every night — overthought all these possible scenarios and pondered myself right back into an ulcer.
Because I’ve done that before.
But I didn’t.
And you know the other thing which happened? I recognized I wasn’t doing what I used to do. I had broken ties with my old habits — gotten out of my groves — dissolved my samskaras.
I patted myself on the back for doing better this time around. For staying in My Now and letting The Future take care of itself.
Surprisingly enough — it did just that.
