I won’t give you any bullshit speeches about doors closing & windows opening. I’ve never lost a job — I haven’t a clue how hard that must be. I’m sorry that this pool of muck came into your life. I hope you find something better soon. I hope you can crawl out of it and your life gets better. I hope one day you can be relieved this job is history because your life is so much more blessed without it. That is what I hope for you. But I understand that right now — it sucks. May you find your path and may you be supported and loved every step you take on it. Good luck!