I think one of the upsides of re-electing some Republicans this time around- they are less inclined to invalidate any results. I have already heard Susan Collins call out 45's lawsuits as unfounded. The GOP candidates who fought & won have a lot to lose if election results get tossed. They don't want any surprises.
It is my sincere hope that going forward - the GOP rights its sails and gives their followers a better choice next time around. We all win with a balanced and fair system.
I am sorry for your experiences though. Anger is always the cover story. Most Republicans are scared - backed into a corner - and lashing out.
However, that doesn't mean I excuse their behavior and the fact they supported a facist against humanity. I'm just more wary about who I trust these days. Because the administration of 45 showed us who we really are.