Going With The Flow
July 2017:
It’s been several months since I was knocked off my proverbial ass by The Universe and not so politely forced into having a bit of a life review. Pondering this whole situation, I wonder if Saint Paul had the same thing happen to him? Maybe he wasn’t really riding on a donkey to Damascus after all, maybe he just got knocked on his butt metaphorically by the powers that be and he took a different path. Who knows?
But I digress. What strikes me most about going forth post-review with my more relaxed philosophy is not so much the letting go of the debris of My Life, but the waiting and opening up for the stuff coming into it. That is the tricky bit.
Honestly, patience isn’t my strong suit. And I’ve always been of the mind, if you want something done right, do it yourself. So here I sit, just hanging out, following my intuition, watching the signs and flowing with The Universe. There are moments I am sure I have lost my mind.
But then all at once, something will click in a way I just could never have imagined. Or a minor/major miracle will show up on my doorstep, just to show me it’s okay to live a vulnerable existence. Leave your shields down, She’s got this.
It’s far easier to let go of what needs to go. Eventually, you get tired of one-sided…